Friday, August 27, 2010


She's the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girls who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am

don't you love in vain
caused love won't set you free

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I dream of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

high above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

Wednesday, August 11, 2010


i'm trying but i'm hurting,
i couldn't stand being without you
but only if you knew
how much you really meant to me
you wouldn't make it so hard
caused we already know each other
but then again what we knew is in the past
what will happen in the future
i still don't know
i still haven't figured it out
having you as my best friend
then losing you had make me cry
if only i knew
forgiveness isn't the same as second chance
do i deserve another chance
do i even deserve you??
i wanna mend this broken heart
i wanna fix this cold war
i still think you're worth to fight for
but please give me hope to do so
don't kill me by saying no
you're my best friend still
even if you didn't know..

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


Let her know that you care. Let her know what’s going on. What’s troubling you, what you truly, really want from the friendship, and how to work it out. We don’t have the answers to everything, but try. Seriously. Try. Let her know what are you scared of, how you feel, and most of all don’t let her get away. Let her know that you love her and that she is worth it. Don’t make a hasty choice now and then regret it later.

Let her know.

Thursday, August 5, 2010


it happens... the person who are close to us may be a stranger the next day. no matter how close we're actually before, it doesn't matter anymore. we choose what we want to believe, and i believe it's over, really over between us. who are to blame for this kind of situation??? we fight but then we always make up and forgive.. but not this time, things really change. friends are forever---- maybe you just not that kind of friend, maybe it's my fault , my overflowing sensitive emotions attack me and you decided to let me deal wit it alone. there's nothing i could do about us anymore. it wasn't me that remove you from my list of friends... it's was you.. and what am i suppose to do about it?? i'm sorry for the thousands time if i ever hurt you, ignore you, it's just something that i have no control over.... my heart is not where my head is... wishing we were just like before is impossible, so much have been damaged.. wishing for us to start over when everything is ending, wishing you could have know me better but it's already to late.. i never thought it will end like this, i never want it to be..

Wednesday, August 4, 2010


I'm tired of being abandoned time after time. I'm tired of giving people the best of me but in return I get their scraps and unwanted parts. I'm tired of trying to be everything for everyone but it doesn't even amount to anything. I'm just tired of chasing people. I don't want to chase silhouettes of people I once loved anymore.


when you think you know someone well enough, actually it'll never be
the more you're close to that one person, the more they tend to hurt you
no they will NOT care about you, no they will NOT even bother
for we're ALONE from the start to the end

Monday, August 2, 2010


Frozen Waterfall, Alberta Canada

photo from danis