papa

my mama used to said, i'm daddy little girls. when i was small, a baby still, i refuse to sleep anywhere else except on my papa's laps. then only i have my baby-sleep-time. to think about it now make me feel odd, real odd because i'm not that close anymore to him. i feel SAD. what had happen to make me such a keep-your-mouth-shut daughter nowdys. i just feel not talking, because i feel it's not worth it, because i think he didn't even listen to me. all this time i feel fine dealing this matter this way. but not anymore, i think i'm not being fair. because i hurt my papa's feeling by doing so. so i'll try to talk a bit more, respond a bit more. forgive me for all my mistakes. i love you, papa, yours daughter truly----